Hmmm...
This has really been plaguing me since around the beginning of September when I had a temporary roommate who listens to Alex Jones all morning. Now, some people might think that he's crazy while others might just say he's pissed. The thing is though, he's connecting the dots from years of experience, and his stated facts are true. So, is the government out to get us? Probably. Are they gonna tell us? Probably not.
I've also been struggling with the concept of religion, most specifically Christianity; a religion I have based so much of my life on. I watched Zeitgeist and it answered a lot of questions I didn't know we're ever asked, that I never thought to ask. I guess it just made an omnipresent God the most realistic. It's difficult for me to define myself as a person saved by Jesus when it just seems to be a perpetual cycle of astronomical coincidences.
Part of me thinks I'm too young to be pissed at the shit that is being left to my generation. But then again, if I don't do something, or act against it, none of my uninformed peers will, and then where will we be? Almost doesn't make me want kids, or at least bring one into this world until I know it's going to get better, which will not be anytime soon. Plus there are many other children out there in the world who need love.
Huge thanks for the sanity plea this last Thursday J. Sriracha sauce burgers were delicious, coffee was very necessary, and dancing with baby were just what I needed. I think I'll avoid Snoqualamie pass from now on anyways. So expect a couple stop-bys. Ps. Photo-enforced speed limits now in effect on I-90. WTF?!
I hurt someone's feelings last night. Worst part is that I know precisely where they were coming from. I can't stand how words don't mean hardly anything anymore. You can't say something meaningful without them having heard it before.
