I had a thought yesterday just in the walk by "how ya doin" kind of conversation, and I said something along the lines of "you don't mess with the beloved, they always have a bigger file than you in case things get dirty." I realize now that a. probably sounded really odd coming from a 22 yr old woman who this woman barely knows, and b. might have sounded selfish when she said i was loved here.
Then i got to thinking, which usually gets me in trouble, but it is fun and extremely odd to remove oneself from your world and see you as others do. Not just a mirror, but what experiences did they have before meeting your and hearing your, well my, super weird and nothing accounted for, random phrases. If she cared to question, or think about it a second further, I wonder what she wonders my day was like prior to just that sentence. hmmm...like, well someone didn't have their coffee this morning. Or, someone's self absorbed because they think everyone there loves them. (mind you, I have it on good authority at my job that no one would throw me under the bus, but maybe that just means they're all just not telling me something...which could be worse but eh).
Random thought. My head hurts like my brain is a size too big for my skull. It has for a few days strait now. I think I need to see my chiropractor.
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