Man, it's been too long. You're right and you know who you are. I should write in here more. I should remember my lunch too. lol. I did write twice in this span of a couple plus weeks, just in my other book.
It hasn't been great. But I'm learning still. The people I've talked to recently and seen in person have helped. Most people are just caring and supportive, and I think a few are genuinely appreciative of me just listening.
I want to help people, even if me helping makes me feel better. I'll be selfish in that. And I might be in the wrong profession at the moment for that...
Day 13: (super late) I need a goal. I want to be so good at something that if I took a test on it I'd be an expert. Tough part is that I have a really hard time sticking to goals. Even when I was little I quit gymanstics, I quit soccer for volleyball and I eventually quit that too. I've quit from school and I've quit/lost a job. I quit job searching, talking to people I knew, and quit having sympathy for people who don't try.
I need to get out of my head and out there. Not per se actually out, but into researching. saving, and planning. I have plenty of time, and the more I plan it out and save and research the more the goal will be worth. I just have to figure out what it is. Might start with looking at pictures. I think they say that to achieve a goal it helps to look at it every day. Might need some new backgrounds for my phone and iPad...and new playlists. I haven't done that in forever.
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