*deep breath*exhale* go.
It has been awhile and while a door may swing both directions, the wind has failed to even bluster a budge either way. It must be said I have hurt for and deserve it. As a result my audience may result in only my lonesome.
My life has changed dramatically since I have last written. And I can hardly touch the realizations that have come my way. Beliefs I have come to agree with, and patterns I hope I can keep.
Brief thought: I don't know why I'm doing this. I keep telling myself I'm living a life I'm proud of and see so clearly that I can interpret it to words and send the message that life is beautiful from any perspective. But let's be honest, I'm not good at writing things down, nor am I good at writing everyday unless it's for work. Might partially be because I need to attach myself to computer. It's cheaper in the long run and being unemployed...(new, but soon to be over)...leaves little extra fun cash after my car insurance goes up to $300 a month. F U insurance. I'll just boycott and take the bus...which I'm super close to now anyways (new).
Goal: to be paid for being awesome all the time. Not gonna happen but eh. I can dream.
If life was one story that you tell kids when you are super old and in a rocking chair, with your best friend and pink lemonade, then I'd like mine to have a ton of funny twists, and adventures. Hence, my new job at an alehouse 4 blocks from me, a new place with a great view of the mountains, and no money. Only for a moment. I have a great boyfriend, a whiny-old cat, and odd house-mates. Very odd. (only details for now).
(grown-up)Adventure today: Meet up with a Real Estate agent to see if I'd be good at making quick money the real (estate) way! Ha...ha...haaaaaaa... I figure, it's easy, something I can do part or full time, I can keep my other new job, and I could go back to school. I have another interview next week (call center) if I don't like this anyways...
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