Oh humanity.

Holy cats batman, it's time for another post!

This time to point out how uncanny and crazy and random life can be. Within the past two days I found out my mother has made her 4th very large purchase within two years. I'm not her mother so I can't tell her to be wiser about spending/saving money. I found out that my dad is in the hospital for the second time for alcohol abuse, after he said the first time scared him enough. And that my best friend's boyfriend has possibly cheated on her within the past two months. Lots of reasons to think life may not have the best things in store for me. Nor is any of that encouraging to any of the parties.

But when I went into my local pub and started my beer, some lady who has come in a couple times before but I whom only recently became acquainted with on Saturday, comes in with a bag of clothes for me because I accidentally admitted to the state of my undershirt (stapled to keep it together). The manager behind the bar pointed out I shouldn't have said anything to begin with, which I agree with. I hate bringing people into my problems. But goodness knows I'll be praying to the universe she does well when she moves on Monday. I hope she knows how much they are all appreciated. I feel embarrassed but I can't take it back so I guess I'll just enjoy the clothes...?

I saw my dad coming. I saw my mom coming. I saw my best friend's boyfriend coming. I didn't see the kindness coming. Why can't I see what's ahead of me? I'm scared to end up super jaded. I've seen what it does to people. I'm probably just paranoid.

Ugh. Great plans for thanksgiving considering that its a horrible thing to celebrate. I'm stoked.