But I can still watch and sing to Grease while I clean my room again waiting for my laundry to be done.
I just figured out today that I suck at life a little and I need to grow up. Having had to borrow even $20 from someone for the first time in a very very long time was super odd to me and I can't wait to pay said person back, and you're awesome and no, I'm not saying it's aliens, BUT IT'S ALIENS!
Man I have been horrible about writing in here, but it might still be one of the things I actually stick to-ish, as the one thing I do EVERY WEEK is Drunk Geeky Trivia with a few coworkers every Wednesday night. Other than that my plans tend to only involve other great people, so I at least can say that going forward I have support.
Christmas Kicked behind this year. I officially screamed profanity with my sister cross legged on the floor in front of the fire-place for five full minutes (man, that's a lot of alliteration), when my dad came out of no where an purchased us iPad2s. WHAT?!?!? I know. Me with a smart device, still taking some getting used to, but I baby it like I do my sunglasses. (also super awesome). Other than that I got to be a little kid with adult precision when making gingerbread houses with my cousins on Christmas eve. They all looked amazing, and we ended up with one that literally looked like a tree-house and both the tree and the house were made of gingerbread. SOO Fantastic!
I received two invitations for NYE and though one would be awesome, I was hoping for a chance to be with someone I wanted to kiss at midnight. Having had said person shut it down in a believe me it's not as bad as I'm making it sound now, kind of way, and remembering that I have Sunday off, I get the joy of going back to Spokie to go to two old friends' wedding. They've been together for goodness knows how long and they were a great set of people I saw weekly. Funny story how that started. and I get to see him there too...mwuahahahaha!
Day 11: Knowledge is free, and sometimes its good to just stop and realize that you are breathing. I'm a firm day by day believer and though I've also decided I'm being my own parent and not allowing myself to date until I'm 30, I need to remember that lessons don't always have to be learned the hard way, and that listening to people's stories can help you at least try not to be hurt as much in the future. I've seen and learned this "learn the hard way" first hand, mostly in my best friend. She's strong as hell, stubborn as an ox, smart as a whip, and as beautiful as seeing your favorite animal up close. But she HAS to learn the hard way. I've learn to just shut my trap, support and trust her, and let her make them herself. If she wants my opinion, she knows it's most likely right and I'll have only her best intentions at heart, but she'll ask. And I am learning to keep my mouth shut, not because I'm holding back, but because I don't want to give it away anymore. I think people are far more interesting when you don't know everything about them. but therein lies the mystery and the secret of time. And about the breathing. I need to do that more, I do it often, but I feel better when I just stop and breathe. Works best when I'm trying to sleep and I breathe as slow as possible. Eh. I'm only, you know, a SUPER HERO! lol
Just kidding :)
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